THUNDERS

It is time to write something beautiful again, my heart is bursting today, and it feels good to let it. I felt the red return to my cheeks, the warmth that runs through them, so close to my smile. It is thundering outside, and the noise is sort of terrifying in a way that makes me want to live, and I just started dancing all over the house, and I was spinning in the living room, and it felt so good to be spinning, but in a way that helped my world stop spinning for a moment. Daisy just started dancing with me, she is scared of thunder too. "I know you want to stay in bed, but it's light outside." We fall so much, I feel like I fall everyday these days, and I skin and bloody my knees, and it feels okay, there is a change taking place, and it is just beginning, and it is hard to catch my breathe right now, because I just got so excited for it.