they call me jo

she asked him for a bike lock for her bike. He brought it, and she never saw him. She did not call him. She walked to glass. She did not think to call. She thought if she just would have picked up three pieces of trash, maybe she would have seen him, but it was to late for that. I was to late for a lot of things. She wanted to call him, but she had nothing to say and he had nothing to say. So she did not call and that took strength to not call him. He is happier now and she knows that. She is sad because he is happy and she is not. She misses him, but just him being there with her, none of the other stuff. She does miss his laughter though, that was her favorite. They actually laughed together sometimes too. One day they laughed when it was cold out and their teeth got really cold from being exposed to the air for to long and it burned a little when they closed their mouths and the heat from their own mouths wrapped around their cold teeth. It was a nice moment though, and it made them laugh again because they felt silly. I feel happy right now though, remembering a nice moment is important to me. This means they did exist. This means she is getting better. I think the girl is getting better. I think boy is doing some great things for himself. This girl is proud of boy.